Bubby Luke "memories of emotion."

Ever since our little boy passed away, I constantly find myself battling to control my emotions.....I miss Bubby every minute of every day, and it is hard for people to understand that the emptiness feeling will never ever heal. When someone dies, time does help, I know in the past time certainly helped me but losing Luke is a completely different thing. A big part of me died with my son and I am constantly fighting myself in trying to be as normal as I can. I often drift off in my own mind and go back to those 2 special days that we had with our beautiful son. They are happy memories but also so very painful, but when memories are all you have then you try and embrace them........I will always remember my son as the proudest and most loved part of myself and CJ. He was beautiful and to me he will always be the most important little person in my life. .........I just wish I had the answer of how to be a better husband and cope with this pain because I know my wife needs me sometimes more than I can give.
Sleep peacefully little man, Daddy loves you xxxxxxxxx