3 YEARS BUT HEART ALWAYS HEAVY

Today our little Luke would have turned 3 years old. He should have been waking us early to open presents and enjoy his day but due to this cruel world he can not. It is just so hard sometimes as the old saying "if only" continues to pop into your head. Today I am going to remember my boy who I love so very much and who I think about on a daily basis. His beautiful eyes, his wise old face, his gorgous skin, his cute little mop of hair, the love I instantly felt for him, the way he looked at me when I held him and try not to think too hard of the hell we went through in losing him. I miss him so much, the ache in the heart never goes away and nor will the love I have for my special special special little bubby boy.
Daddy loves you so much xxxxxxxxxxx