FINGERS CROSSED & THANKYOU
Who would have ever thought we would reach the stage that we are now under 2 weeks before we meet our second child. I must admit that I have now become very anxious, the waiting and waiting and waiting for the day to arrive is now a reality in my mind and the realisation that we will become parents again very soon brings mixed emotions.
The though of becoming a father again is an experience that has to be felt to be believed. I remember when I met our little baby Luke for the first time, the overwhelming love that flows through you is incredible and it is that feeling that I hold closest to my heart when I think about my special little son. I think of Luke on a daily basis, and the deeper I think the mort hurt I feel, I just miss him so much and I must admit I become frustrated as hell when people start talking about this pregnancy that have never even bothered to ask me how I am in regards to Luke. I feel like telling them to mind theIr own business, I know that sounds harsh but I have very little time for so called "good time only friends". It is our special friends that I want to share this with, the ones who didnt desert us when we needed them. I will always remember them and they will always be so special to both CJ and me.
Bubby Luke is always going to be so so special to me but his sister / brother will be treated with exactly the same love as CJ and I have plenty of that to go around when it comes to our children.
The thought of meeting our 2nd child is incredible, seeing the little eyes peering up at me and telling him/her that I am their daddy is a very special moment and one in which you treasure greatly.
I am becoming increasingly nervous as the day becomes closer as it has always seemed so far away even though we have had so many scans I have lost count. My mind wanders all over the place and at times I will get up to do something and then forget why I even got up. CJ calls them my pregnant moments.
CJ has taught me so much over the last 3 years. How to find your inner strength when it is needed most? How to inspire? How to love from the bottom of your heart? She is an ispiration to me every single day, the way she fights to keep going when at times before the pregnancy it was just difficult getting out of bed and the strength that she shows every day to overcome her emotions and get on with life is something that ispires me beyond belief. To my gorgous wife (who I think is stunning with her pregnant belly) all I can say is thankyou for being you and for putting up with me. I am honoured to be your husband. xxxxxxxx
The though of becoming a father again is an experience that has to be felt to be believed. I remember when I met our little baby Luke for the first time, the overwhelming love that flows through you is incredible and it is that feeling that I hold closest to my heart when I think about my special little son. I think of Luke on a daily basis, and the deeper I think the mort hurt I feel, I just miss him so much and I must admit I become frustrated as hell when people start talking about this pregnancy that have never even bothered to ask me how I am in regards to Luke. I feel like telling them to mind theIr own business, I know that sounds harsh but I have very little time for so called "good time only friends". It is our special friends that I want to share this with, the ones who didnt desert us when we needed them. I will always remember them and they will always be so special to both CJ and me.
Bubby Luke is always going to be so so special to me but his sister / brother will be treated with exactly the same love as CJ and I have plenty of that to go around when it comes to our children.
The thought of meeting our 2nd child is incredible, seeing the little eyes peering up at me and telling him/her that I am their daddy is a very special moment and one in which you treasure greatly.
I am becoming increasingly nervous as the day becomes closer as it has always seemed so far away even though we have had so many scans I have lost count. My mind wanders all over the place and at times I will get up to do something and then forget why I even got up. CJ calls them my pregnant moments.
CJ has taught me so much over the last 3 years. How to find your inner strength when it is needed most? How to inspire? How to love from the bottom of your heart? She is an ispiration to me every single day, the way she fights to keep going when at times before the pregnancy it was just difficult getting out of bed and the strength that she shows every day to overcome her emotions and get on with life is something that ispires me beyond belief. To my gorgous wife (who I think is stunning with her pregnant belly) all I can say is thankyou for being you and for putting up with me. I am honoured to be your husband. xxxxxxxx
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